Since the election, since the madness of it all, this city has been changing, the landscape tangibly evolving, everything, always in transit. Just yesterday, I had a friend tell me her boss was going to work for the new administration, and she along with it. Where I work, the atmosphere is less excitable, more in stasis than other parts of this city — but the sense of shapes shifting, people leaving, coming and going, is never more present than it is now. It is a good time to be young, to be liberal, to believe in the possibility of change actually happening.
But not to be conservative.
Make no mistake — it was eight years in coming, and the change is something I am embracing. But though I’ve been staunchly liberal my entire life, perhaps as a fault of being brought up in a country that relied too much on its government for answers, I am finding there are things I understand, things I even agree with, with what the Grand Old Party is saying. Why the auto bailout would be a mistake, the problem with the new plan for universal healthcare, and even the idea that the traditional model of a liberal-arts college education now borders on irrelevant — yes, I get it.
I have never had a true affinity to conservatism, being born and raised a liberal. My only insight comes by happenstance. I never thought I’d end up working for a conservative think tank, where it is disconcerting to be socially liberal and tree-hugging. But at the risk of sounding like I’ve crossed the line (which I haven’t, really), I see the merits to conservative thinking. Yes, even today, and especially today, in an age where conservative thought seems to have lost its relevance to the world. Edmund Burke believed that the failure of the French Revolution rested on its proponents’ staunch resistance to any opposition to the thought of liberté! égalité! fraternité! So it is that I’m understanding — perhaps for the first time — the importance of conservatism, amidst the euphoria over liberalism that’s engulfed Washington over the past month.
Conservatism is in a state of flux, thrown into a sudden existential crisis that perhaps has been long in coming. That doesn’t mean it will wither away. It will change, that is certain, and will see more criticism than ever before, but most important of all, it will not cease to remain the voice of the opposition. And all for the better. America will always need its conservatives to keep its liberals in check. Without one or the other, democracy fails.
But political ideology aside, there is no doubt it is a wonder to be here. To be present, in this time and in this place, to witness what is perhaps the greatest affirmation that anything is possible in Barack Obama’s victory — that is a gift.
Peggy Noonan, who is arguably the most eloquent political writer I’ve come across and who wrote the words that made Ronald Reagan the “great communicator,” sums it all up in the best possible way:
What a thing this is going to be to see. What luck to observe it.
[Cross-posted]
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